Through each and every bend, on this winding road, I've tried to stay on my feet
And now I've fallen, but I still should be chasing after my dream
The sky that I've lost sight of is what I will seek, though I know that it's not as though I wanna go back to the past
I was putting up the expectation that people would understand that I was a victim of this regretful act
These tears will never end the sins, I
Try and hide, I will always bear that pain
Trapped here in this maze of emotion, who is it I'm waiting for?
I feel honesty beckoning me forward
To record my thoughts in this white notebook
Don't know what, but I'm running from something
Is it reality?
We live for something, some sort of purpose
But I seem to have forgotten it in the dead of the night, yeah
My tactless words proved the way I handled things wasn't right
And now I've no place to return
Is it too early, this part of my life, to forget all those memories? (Im on the way)
Why is it so hard to
Just accept all of the pain inside?
I must apologize, for everything I ever did, I'm sorry
I didn't say the right things, and I made you feel so uneasy
I will embrace today tightly, just as I will embrace tomorrow, though I know that they may not play in sequence
I tried to understand what happened by closing my eyes and looking into what can't be seen by anyone else, and then I knew
I will propose a start to the end now
Let's try and end all of these foolish rumours
Face it dead-on, but we will not settle anything if you lie to me
So now it's stirring in this red heart of mine
Rushing through my body, anticipating
I think I'm ready to finally face that thing called reality
We live for something, some sort of purpose
But I still feel like shouting it out (Can you hear me?)
My tactless words proved the way I handled things wasn't right
And now I've no place to return
Im grateful for your love, so I will become strong
For the ones that I hold dear to me (I'm on the way)
And somewhere on that road, I will face all my enemies
How can I proceed on when the doors are all locked? Can I open them up?
The story has started without me, so now it's too late, and I can't turn around
Please open your eyes
Please open your eyes
Is it too early, this part of my life, to try to forget everything?
I will return to the past so I can fix the things that I'd left undone ONE MORE TIME
We live for something, some sort of purpose
But I still feel like shouting it out (Can you hear me?)
My tactless words proved the way I handled things wasn't right
And now I've no place to return
I'm grateful for your love, so I will become strong
For the ones that I hold dear to me (I'm on my way)
Why is it so hard to just accept all of the pain inside?