The things I’m able to do for you and not anyone else,
I honestly feel and wish for that.
I’ve been relying on rules
which were frozen by uncertainties.
My past that was embellished with excuses,
I want to clear it.
Staining the stars of heavens scarlet,
Gather the grains of miracles.
Before the still unseen night,
I want to tell you that I’m escaping from illusions.
Even if they are not words that seem passionate,
Now, the fact that I’m here, that is my truth.
Every time things which are beloved and important increase.
I locked and shut them within my heart.
I couldn’t get used to the warmth
that was placed upon my hands,
I couldn’t move, afraid of the “what ifs”
that are to come one day.
The twilight moon calls out to me,
Removing my veil of delusions.
When my hidden deceitful self
Took all of my weaknesses.
I felt for the first time “those that I want to protect”
Have always been there… I only embrace them without saying anything.
I think about you below the sky before dawn.
If my honest voice were to reach you,
My hidden deceitful self,
Even my weaknesses, I will change everything into strength.
Staining the stars of heavens scarlet,
Gather the grains of miracles.
Before the still unseen night,
I will tell you that I’m escaping from illusions.
I don’t want words that seem passionate.
Now, the fact that I’m here, that is my truth
